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title: hard
author: HS
stats: Alex. post-Ghost; angsty?
words:
notes: a third drabble
It was hard the first time.
Pretending to be someone you weren’t.
Pretending to not know everything you did.
Pretending every day that you didn’t relive every night.
It was hard to “move on” when leaving was the last thing you wanted to do.
It was harder trying to keep the memories alive in your mind just because everyone wanted to forget.
It was harder to pretend to be surprised/relieved/happy/wary/standing.
It will be even harder now.
Trying to live once more.
With the emptiness that fills the eyes and freezes the soul.
author: HS
stats: Alex. post-Ghost; angsty?
words:
notes: a third drabble
It was hard the first time.
Pretending to be someone you weren’t.
Pretending to not know everything you did.
Pretending every day that you didn’t relive every night.
It was hard to “move on” when leaving was the last thing you wanted to do.
It was harder trying to keep the memories alive in your mind just because everyone wanted to forget.
It was harder to pretend to be surprised/relieved/happy/wary/standing.
It will be even harder now.
Trying to live once more.
With the emptiness that fills the eyes and freezes the soul.